My life revolves around

Work & anatomy.

& when I'm not studying with Kala,

or working with Yaros/Eleane,

I'm with Jacob. & I love it & everything.

But I don't have any GIRL time anymore.

& everyone just hates me.

In other news:

I just really want to sleep.

$7 elephant rides?

no thanks. maybe if the entrance fee was like $5. but no. it was $15. So I ended up paying $30, because I love my boyfriend, & I always want him to be with me when I'm doing something fun.
anyway, the lions & white tigers were amazing/terrifying. I love the circus. I love the cute animals doing cute tricks.
You should've seen Jacob when all the little dogs came out. & then again when there was a little dog walking around in a little elephant suit. He was freaking, out. It was the cutest thing ever.
We threw peanuts at the elephant, who immediately sucked them up like a vaccuum. So adorable.

I also feel pretty bad that I didn't take Fernando.
Because he loves stuff like that. I really should be nicer to him;
maybe he wouldn't piss me off all of the time. haha.

Like I mentioned in the blog that I blogged like 5 minutes ago, I really should be nicer.
To the people who matter, anyway. ha.

Geez louise

I don't know why, but everything/almost everyone is starting to annoy me. & it's nothing/anyone specific. haha, I just want that all to be clear. If the wrong person coughs I feel annoyed. If the wrong person laughs, or speaks I want to punch them.
This morning there was so much traffic to Hickory & I wanted to yell at them all, but I was with my mom, so I couldn't, or I think she'd take my driving privilages away, rofl.
I felt really bad when I dropped her off, because I was sort of mean.

I hate it when I'm mean to the wrong people.
I really do. It makes me so sad inside, like, a minute after it happens.

I really need to work on that.

Circus anyone?

I've been to the circus a few of times. I mean the big one. Ringling Brothers, barnum & bailey. & it was spectac.
Then I went to a circus down here, a small one, & it was okay. They werre kind of mean to the little dog who walked around, & the tiger, because they wouldn't do the trick/:

It always makes me sad when I think about the animals & all the harsh training they have to go through.



To be honest, I'm just expecting a couple of clowns to run around & slip on bananas. But hopefully it'll be a little more. & enjoyable[: can't wait.

Emma's fingers don't have to hurt now.

Happy birthday, I bought you a good mouse!
hahah no more tiny winy laptop mouse :D

Your mom gave birth to you today, Britni.

I hope you thank her :p
Well, shouldn't moms have like two birthdays? Like their birthday & their child's birth day?
"yeah, happy birthday Cindy"
'I FUCKING DESERVE IT, I WAS IN LABOR FOR TEN HOURS PUSHING THAT THING OUT OF MY VAG.'

So, happy birthday Britni, & happy labor day? Cindy [:

Pool party at my house!

tomorrow at 7.
be there.
or be square.

cookout & pool[:

Colons.

there's a million pictures of weird buttholes in my medical terminology book.
Just thought I'd share one with you:

Play Crack in the Sky

I can't stop listening to that song.
I just, can't.

That song will haunt me when Jacob's away.
It talks about oceans & being out there for months.
You just have to listen to it, really.

:l

Yes!

I'm super happy/overwhelmed.
I made a 99 on my anatomy quiz yesterday & like a 93 on medical terminology test today[:
Never thought studying would pay off so much :D


In other news:
creating talking avatars are fun.

Blogging from home

I finally got my own laptop. It's beautiful, haha.
I can finally blog from home now. Actually I think I always could have, but I'm too lazy to go to the computer room & turn it on & wait forever for everything to download.
Anyway, yes. Let's get this started! :D hahah

Well,
I don't really think I have anything to blog about, really. haha
Except that I love Jacob[:
But you all knew that :p

<3