This school year

Has gone by sooooo fast, dude. It seems as if it were only yesterday, it was the first day of school & I thought everyone was stuck up & gay. It seems as it were only yesterday Andrea, Britni, & Emma invited me to eat lunch with them for the first time. It seems as if it were only yesterday that we all became great friends. It seems as if it were only yesterday that I first hung out with Jacob. This past year, I have finished "making" myself; who I'll really be for the rest of my life. & the only thing that I will always really stick to is the whole 'give respect recieve respect' policy, that I have recently added. I'm not pretending to be this hard ass anymore. I thought I used to be. & the thing is, I really USED to be. Ever since the middle of this year, I've gained 'girliness'. I cry now. I tell you if something is bothering me. Things hurt me/my feelings. I don't ignore it & say 'fuck it', when something goes wrong anymore. Even though I still do that a lot. I just think that's a bad way to handle something. I CAN say, though, that I'm maturing quite well. Even though my sense of humor will forever be immature :D
I'm Renata, nice to meet you,
Asshole.

;]
& it's only proper for me to remain as vulgar as ever. Duh!

Last fm

Is pretty okay, I guess. Pandora IS better, but it doesn't work well at school, because of too much streaming. Anyway, I typed in Trash Talk, because I pretty much like them now. Pulling Teeth came up, & I remembered Jacob owns one of their band tees, so I checked them out. I don't like them that much. I really, like, really like Trash Talk, though. All I wanna say is, thanks, Jacob. First Iron & Wine, then Trash Talk. Easily moving me up to greater music :D
They're playing Tremont in June.
Okay, done.

I'm

STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Whatevaaaa

Jacob not having a car, makes me want to kill everyone.

I hope it's fixed soon.

d00d

Everyone posts blogs that actually like, talk about something. & by everyone, I mean Britni, hahahah. Nah, People have good blogs, that are funny, or interesting. Mine are all boring, really. I blog about my weekend, & there might be one or two ACTUAL posts in the whole 93 of them. I don't have adventures. I don't look at life differently, or at all, to be honest. I don't invent juice. I don't get good grades on math tests. I DON'T DO ANYTHING! I wish I could always do all of these things. Well, the juice thing once in a while, too much work :p
& that's my problem. I'm extremely lazy.

I suck, basically.

PROM!

Prom was super awesome. It was me, Jacob, Emma, & John. We went to the walking park to take pictures, where we ran into our whole school, ahah. We went to eat the the Bistro, downtown Lenoir. We got ice cream across the street. Jacob got a flat tire, so we were downtown forever, till my mom came & got us, took us to prom, & left us the car. She's sweet[:
Actually danced a lot :D
Went back to my house & watched Across the Universe. Jacob slept over[:

Pictures! Of course<3

Emma & myself the night before, face-masking :D

Only short dress at the whole prom, only gold dress at the whole prom, we're cool[:

3 blogs in one day? I'm awesome

but not really. What is awesome! Is that, now that I'm certified in my first period, I never have to go in there agaiiiin. I can go tudor some fgts, go to science with Emma, instead of the usual with Andrea & Britni, so mI get to leave early! 12:30[:
thank youuuu un-normal highschool. & this is my last blog about IC3, hahahahahah.

Might I add

how excited I am for prom! It's tomorrow. Emma & I are going to get our hair & nails done togethaaa. Jacob called me yesterday, & he was so cute. He thought prom was today, because all yesterday he thought it was Friday, hahaha<3
So, last week we ordered my corsage & his bootineer, like I said in one of my other blogs. & I told him just to pick my corsage up seperately, I don't want him to see his & I don't wanna see mine eithaaa[:
Then we might go all together in Jacob's car. & coincidence, his car matches us :D
We'll go eat, take pictures together. Andrea & Britni will join us to go take some pictures in dresses[:
& then afterward, we'll go to my house & watch a couple of movies! Across The Universe<3 & Moulin Rouge (sp). It'll be great! I hope. Because Jacob hates John & vice versa, hahahaha. Wish us luck<3

I will definitely have a blog up Sunday about prom, with pictures. Hopefully. If my computer's not gay. If it is, then expect a super long blog Monday about my weekend, hahha, usual blog ;]

So, yesterday

The girlsss & I worked on our science project that was assigned to us like, a million years ago, & the teacher finally said it was going to be due Monday. So we had to work on it! It had to be something Mythbusters, so we had to do some experiment that they did, just to test it ourselves. So we picked the potato lightbulb one. Making the lightbulb light with a potato. But we're doing ours a little differently. We're gonna power up an iPod. So to include in our video to make it a little funny, we actually dressed Andrea up as a potato, Emma as a cabbage, & Britni as a carrot. I was the farmer [: We're going to see if any of those veggies can do it as well (which we already know won't, but we needed to make it more interesting than just a potato). So, anyway, I'll post the video some early Monday when I'm done editing it. We're going to do the actual experiment today after school. But you know, whenever we do something, there's always a photo op involed :D

& that's how we do[:

I got

FUCKING CERTIFIED! :D

So, I have an A in that class. I found out I'm ONE POINT away from a B in my psychology class ):

I'm going to go take my com 120 exam to see if I can up it to an A, I have an A in chorus, OBV. & I have close to an A in science. Hello! Now I can come in to school around 9:30 instead of 8:15, help tudor some stupid fucking freshmen till lunch, go to science & leave at normal time 2:30. No more psychology till 3:45 :D Hoooooorahhhh!

20 more days till summer<3

One more test

to pass to be certified for IC3! :D
Emma's next to me, & she says that all I ever blog is IC3 ]:
hey, its emma... leave a message.
N E WAYZ. I scraped my knucle againt the pavement yesterday. Took a big chunk off. It hurts so much ]:
I'm changing all my smileys, btw. From (: & ): to [: & ]:
I might think they're cuter.
I have nothing to blog abouuuut!
Jacob & I decided that after prom, we'd go to my house & watch Across The Universe :D

Psychology exam later. Wish me luck!

The library's pretty cool.

I love it. It's so peaceful & quiet. Unless some asshole & their groups of friends decide to come in here & "study" & lol about penises. I'm on Jacob's laptop. I finally go it fixed, & it works perfectly :D You're welcome, Jacob :p
This couch is comfortable, I've got a good book & my cellphone right next to me. & a cute puzzle in front of me. Even though I suck at puzzles. I still come in here with Britni & attempt to put ONE piece together haha :D
Woooo, nothing really to blog about except my weekend, which is my usual Monday blog haha.
I suck. I don't remember much of Friday. I think I hung out with Jacob. I have bad memory. Saturday I hung out with Jacob alllll day, & it was so good. Around noon we went dowtown Granite to by a corsage & bootineer (sp, hahaha) for prom. & it's gonna be great. Then we went down town Hickory, walked around forever, went into a cute prom store, looked at some jewelery. Then we went to the mall, where seriously, we ran into 2049823409 people we knew. It was great. We went back downtown & watched 'Taken'. I had already seen it, but Jacob wanted to see a movie, & I knew he would like it. Which he did. Prom is Saturday, & I'm so stoked! Even though Emma's not going anymore cause John never got his permition slip signed & referenced & shit. Which the slip in general is stupid, I dunno. Anyway. I wanted to go to a party after prom, the usual. But, it's the middle college, hahaha, & I don't think anyone knows where any good after parties are. & to be honest, I wouldn't be comfortable going to one. Jacob & I made a promise to stay drug & alcohol free :D
& I'm staying tobacco free as well! I have been tobacco free for the past couple of months or so, so that's great. I was looking into the whole 'edge' thing, but I guess it wouldn't be a fair title. The only reason I quit smoking, is because all of a sudden one day, I got sick of it. I couldn't bear to inhale or smell the smoke any longer. & after the last time I got drunk, I said I would never drink again. (horrible vomiting & hang over) whatevsss. So, if I said I was going 'straight edge', it wouldn't really be because I want to do it for myself, you know? But it's whatever, I don't need that title. All I know is that I'm drug/alcohol/& tobacco free as of March or so, 2009 (: Good for you, Renata!
Anyway. I found out I have between an A & B in my com 120 class. Some dumb personal communication college class. I have a 90, to be exact. I think I might try & take the final exam to get it up to at least a 93 (A). I wonder what I have in my psychology class. Hopefully it's at least a B. the class is easy & understanding, but a lot of the tests are pretty hard. Oh, well. I need English 4 & I'm thorugh with highschool. I registered for some more college classes, & I'm taking some hardass anatomy & physiology classes. It's all going towards my program of sonography. Then I get to do about a year & a half & I'm done with everything :D
I'm so excited. Wish me luck.
Tomorrow, hopefully Emma will remember to bring Across The Universe for me to force Jacob to watch. I fucking love that movie. So much. SO MUCH. I have to pee right nowwww. I'm waiting for Andrea & Britni to finish their exam & then maybe go to lunch, but I doubt that. Speaking of more exams, my psychology one is tomorrow. It depends on how I'm doing, if I'll take it. Which I most likely will.
Longest blog, ever? Sorry. I'm done now. Bye (:

& then I lost it

I cut off my hair. It's so short. I seriously cut off like 23093 inches of hair right off. I'm still getting used to it ):
& my phone sucks at taking pictures. Whatever.






I've worn skirts to school for the past three days. One was a little dress to look all cute. Then I had a chorus concert- black skirt. (the concert went well, btw.) & now today, a white skirt. I'm presenting next period. It's a skit about job interviewing & I'm giving all the interviews. Wish me luck! I'm leaving after next period to take meet Jacob at my house, & then take my grandma to get an MRI. Should be fun. I'm on my period & I hate you. I should OD on Midol. The pain is really that unbearble. I just ate a banana for some extra help with the cramps. But last night, seriously, I almost died. I'm also sick. First I thought it was allergies, cause it was just my nose. But then as the week went on, my throat has been a bitch. Being all dry & whatnot. Hellllp! THE SWINE FLUUUU, rofl. Shut up, piggyiggyiggy.