Cutest thing ever happened today.

So, we were on our way to lunch, when we spotted a cute boy sitting in the back of a van, sitting criss-crossed, with no shoes & a hundred ankle bracelets, playing guitar. He had a grizzly beard & long, curly hair. So me, Emma, & Britni walked over there, telling him to serenade us :D
Pfft, Andrea was no where in sight. She had a meeting, & at that very moment had gone across the street to eat Arby's. What a loser. Missed the greatest part of the daaaay. Anyway, he started playing a song he had written. We sat down & started swaying. Then Mr. Robbins just had to ruin our lives! He walked up behind us & told us to go to lunch :l
Just as we were getting up, HATBOY walks to van from class. I almost started foaming out the mouth. The ooooonly thing not super cute about Hatboy was his braces /:
Told Hippie boy we'd be back to listen to him play same place, same time tomorrow.
Hopefully he'll be there (: & maybe Andi FINALLY won't miss tooties. Because she always does. It's ridic.


Good day(:

I think I'm getting sick.

Or maybe it's just allergies.
Either way, I feel like ripping off my nose.
/:

Today.

I don't know why I feel so terrible.
I miss how things used to be.
I miss seeing my best friends.
I miss going to shows almost every weekend.
I miss seeing people, friends, strangers, acquaintances, etc.
I miss my parents' trust.
I miss them not freaking out at me every time I went somewhere.
I miss being totally comfortable around them.
I miss my phone.
I miss texting.
I miss having a boyfriend. Or being in love, for that matter.
I miss talking to some people. I hate it when people just randomly stop talking to you.
For no reason. It makes me feel bad.

I hate feeling like this.
Like I'm disappointing someone with everything I do.
I feel angry. Disgusted. Disappointed with myself.
I try my best not to do anything wrong anymore.
But even if I have a bad thought I feel like I'm disappointing GOD.
It's ridiculous. I can't do this anymore. I feel so unhappy.
Andrea says I need a new 'baby-daddy'.
I think she's probably right.

My heart & my mind feel completely useless.





By the way, it's Britni's birthday today.
I brought her a cupcake.
It's Emma's tomorrow & I will bring her one, as well.
& I think this is actually my first serious blog.


Lambs.

WHAT THE CRAAAAAAP.

So, apparently, my blog was spam for the past few days.
Almost got deleted. I almost peed my pants.

Thanks, Blogger.
Thanks.

Williamsburg, VA!

I went this past labor day weekendddd.
It was fun. First day, we went to Colonial Williamsburg.
I must admit, I was super excited.
It was a cute, small, ancient town.
Took a bunch of picturrrres!
Adooooorable.
There was even a marching band parade thingy.
& I went to a little show. It was a re-enactment of a court case on a witch trial. Awesome.
Then the second day, we went to Busch Gardens! I actually HATE roller coasters, so it was pretty much a waste of $$$. I did go on some stuff, but not like, roller coasters. They looked pretty insane. My dad was like, the only one that went on them. Psycho. I just CAN'T bring myself to even get in line to get on them. Oh, nooooo. Too much tension. I just hate the feeling. I can do speed, just not heights. I suck, I know. Anyway, while I was there, I saw at LEAST 40 bangin' guys. Yummmm. Best part ;] hehe. I also got this bangin' shirt that I'm wearing right now. I like it. A lot.

Well, bye.