All I can think about

is how sad I'll be when Jacob has to go.

"This story's old but it goes on & on until we disappear

Calm me &let me taste the salt you breathed while you were underneath

I am the one who haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea

I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean

I know that this is what you want, a funeral keeps both of us apart.

You know that you are not alone, I need you like water in my lungs."

This weekend we had girls night, we went to watch Inglorious Basterds, which was so awesome. Beside the point, we all went to Emma's & I started reading the letters John has written to Emma. Apparently, I'm the only one who can read them. Anyway, they were sosososoooo sweet. I cried at like, every one of them. Not only because it reminds that Jacob is pretty close to enlisting, but because I never thought John was that sweet. He acts all tough around everyone else, but inside, he's just a a bucket of love[: Haha.

It makes me sad though :l

As short as 3 months may seem, it really feels like a lifetime.

I know nothing bad will happen during basic training, that's not what I'm worried about.

I'm just scared when he's ACTUALLY out there, something bad will happen. Or some military slut will make him do weird drills, haha :p

I'm really willing to stick through it.

Just so you know.

I love that boy way too much to let anything get in the way.

<3

Anatomy & physiology

will be the death of me.
But Kala & I are studying hard & memorizing as much as we can.

In other news, work is good.
Friends are well.
& boyfriend is awesome.

So all of those things combined = a happy Renata :D

Best Flickr Ever.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/jhcinc/

Update

Well, for one, I love Jacob, a lot[:
Two, Kala is going to be my new model, because she's actually gonna get married this summer, so we've been sketching & trying to plan her wedding a little bit in class.
Three, I work tomorrow, on mine & Jacobs 8th month-sery ]:
Four, I also work Saturday on my dad'sbirthday. Which I've been trying to get off, because we're all supposed to go to

Atlanta -_-
Five, I love my friends[:
& I really wish I could hang out with them more. But either I'm busy, or they're busy, or something always comes up /:
Six, I've started running. Well, jogging, walking, jogging, walking.
I started last night with Jacob, & I'm going to do it every day from now on.
I want to lose weight, bad.
Seven, I can't wait for fall/winter!
All I want to do is wear cute sweaters, & snuggle up in my sweatpants,
& wear moccassins all the time :D!
Can't wait to drink hot chocolate snuggled up with my baby watching movies downstairs on the weekends, &/or snuggle up with my girls at one of our houses drinking hot chocolate & watching girlie movies[:

I just wanna be cute<3

My senior project.

I finally decided what I wanted to do it on.
I'm gonna make a bride's dress! :D
I have to keep a seperate blog on it, so if you wanna know more about it:
www.renataquinogradproject.blogspot.com

[:

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So my head hurts. & I'm sick. My nose is stuffy, & my throat hurts.
& on top of it, I guess Jacob thinks I hate him :l

Help.