Dear Blogger,

I didn't know who else to turn to. I hate the phone & my dogs can't talk. Jacob just left, after spending a great afternoon with me on this pretty Easter Sunday. But right before he left, he said 'are you sure you're not losing any feelings for me?' I don't know why in the world he would ask me that. I think anyone with eyes can see we're two love birds. I can never get tired of you, Jacob. Ever. I don't think I could ever lose feelings for you, unless you did something horrible to me, like kill my family/pets or cheat on me or some shit like that. I love you. I simply don't WANT that to change. (I didn't want to sound cliché & say 'that'll never change', because I honestly don't know that). We could never do anything sexual for the rest of our lives, & I bet I'd be happier than a mouse with a lifetime supply of cheese. I don't care whether we do anything or everything. That to me, doesn't decide or measure how much you mean to me. Nor how 'passionate' one is to another. I'm sorry I don't know how to express myself to you correctly, but we'll get there. Its worth the wait, however long it may be<3 I couldn't imagine being happy one bit, if I'm not with you. I mean it. You're perfect to me. So don't you dare ask me 'what you can do better'. I'm with you, because of who you are, not what you can do or be. I'm very pleased with you. I'm not someone who keeps much to herself. I'll tell you if something's bothering me. It made me feel bad when you asked me that tonight. Silly tears ran down my face as I hugged you. I don't ever want you to doubt me, or yourself again. Like I said, you're perfect. I try my best to be a good person, keep you happy, as well as myself happy. Believe me, I'm keeping you for as long as I can<3