I'm the stupidest person alive.

This makes it two times that my emotions completely take over. I cry over nothing. & I just keep crying until I can't breathe. I honestly think it's over nothing, but then I think it's over all the things that bother me. That I have no control over. Or some shit like that. I strive to have the "tough attitude". That nothing bothers me or that I don't care for anything. But it bites me in the ass, because I hold everything in until I burst. & it's all at the wrong times. Like the first time it happened, it was actually this past Friday. When my boyfriend & two of my good friends were over. We were about to leave the house to go to a movie, when I breakdown. I mean, how fucking embarrasing is that? & the second time, was like, 5 minutes ago. & I just feel so stupid, because I don't know exactly what I'm crying about. & I feel like such a bitch. I just can't deal with anything. I'm such a fucking pussy. Fuck this. Fuck my emotions. Fuck my attitude. & fuck you.