Paranoid.

About ghosts. Jacob & Andrea ruined my life last night. We were laying in a hammock outside, with a blanket. When it was my bright idea to tell scary stories, except that I had none. So then Jacob starts telling like, real-ass ghost experiences. & Andi did, too. I almost peed my pants. I hate shit like that. I'm such a nervous/paranoid person, especially when it comes to shit like this. They tried showing me videos with ghosts. I just can't bring myself to watch them. I just can't. So, when I got home, I just laid in bed & slept. I was too scared to do anything else. & I made my little brother sleep with me, for my parents were out partying. Raleigh said he would protect me, but I haven't seen him pacing my house with a flashlight anywhere D:< haha. Anyway. This weekend was nice. Friday, I handed out candy in pajamas, bare foot, in Eric's beanie, which I still haven't returned & his ears are cold /: Then Britni & Andrea came over & we went to a bonfire with a couple of guys from my neighborhood, who ride my bus. That's where my old assistant principal was hanging there & he SERVED ME FOOD. I was like 'I'm telling everyone at South'. hahahah. Then we rented Saw 1, 2, & 3, for I had never seen them. We wanted to watch them that night, when the DVD player downstairs decided not to play. So we ended up chatting the night away for 5 hours till about 4:30 am. It was nice. We fell asleep on the couch. That's when I awoke to my little brother watching TV at 10. I was about to punch him in the head, for waking us up. So then, since we didn't watch the movies last night, we watched them yesterday morn. I was so disappointed. I've heard the Saw movies were the greatest thing ever. I laughed at most of them. Although some parts did get me. Number 3 was my favorite. I have yet to see 4 &5. After that, we went to Thea's birthday/Halloween party around 8. & that's when the whole ghost thing happened. It was also the first time me & Jacob met/hung out. Well we had met a couple of other times, I suppose, but it's whatever. Today, I woke up at 8:30. Peed. & continued sleeping till about 2. My parents still weren't home from the night before. So I read a book Andrea had given me to read. I'm more than half way through it, & it's very confusing. It has like a thousand characters. I can't keep up with who is who, mainly because it doesn't tell you at all. It's so random. I hope to finish & understand it by tomorrow.


So, overall this weekend was good. I'm happy.
I'm actually not talking to any guys right now.
& it feels right.