Well, blogger,

My summer has been shitty. Well, not really. I've spent a lot of time with Jacob, which is really the most important thing. I really just wanna spend as much time with him, before he has to go off to basic training for 3 months, & then I can't see him /: God knows it's bad enough not seeing him Mondays & Sundays, rofl. We're crazy. N E WAYZ. I've hung out with my best friends [not including Jacob] like 3 times. Or the 3 times I remember. & it makes me sad & makes me feel left out that they make plans & they don't even attempt to talk to me, or invite me along or anything.
& I'm really not complaining or trying to start anything, I just wish all of my friendships weren't like this. But I mean, it's whatever. I guess every one just does their own thing in the summer. Or maybe I'm just extremely annoying or a really big asshole. Who knows. Haha, I don't even know why I'm bitching about it in a blog. I just feel kinda bad, that's all. & that's what Blogger is for. Spilling out my emotions & everything I'm thinking/feeling. Even if no one reads it, it's just good to get out.


Thanks, Blogger.
I think I should consider you one of my best friends.
Like, really.