& then

I almost did something stupid, that I know for a fact I would regret. Thanks to the stress & pressure my parents have me under, Jacob & I spoke about breaking up. But it was my stupid thought, for a fraction of a second, because it's such a big deal with my parents & we have all these lame rules because of past shit. Whatever. Honestly, my life would be miserable without you, Jacob. When my parents give me shit, which is like, every 5 seconds, I think of you, or talk to you, & for that moment, everything seems okay. I love you. & I mean it (: