Well, I broke my foot.

But not really. Let me start from the beginning. Friday, I went to the movies with Jacob to see 'The Haunting in Connecticut'. It was good for me, because I'm scared of the world. It was okay for him, because the only thing that scares him, is real ghosts, (which he has seen), & real ghost videos. Anyway, I enjoyed it. Saturday, he was over like, all day. Later that night, we went to my friend Ashley's sweet 16. We got all dressed up nice, too :D
Not to mention he was the only guy like, dressed up, nicely. & we were the only cute couple there, & we danced, when no one else would. An old couple there tried to steal our spotlight, but no. We were better ;p
We slow danced, & did the cha-cha slide. You know, the usual :p
He came over after, & we watched Aladdin. Sunday, I fell down the stairrrs! Which is always cool. I sprained my foot/ankle really bad. My parents thought it'd be funny to leave me home alone, so I called Jacob & he came over & 'took care of me.' It was cute, though (:


My mom took me to the emergency room later, just in case. I couldn't move my foot at ALL, as much as I tried to. I had to crawl on my knees, up the stairs, & on my butt to go down the stairs. Monday, I didn't go to school. Because I just didn't feel up to it, not to mention I suck at crutching. I did practice though. I slept like alllll day. I took a shower in my grandmother's handicapped shower-chair. Which is awful. I dunno how she does it. Jacob came over for a little bit. Gave me the prom stuff, that I have to turn in today. & we made CDs.



Today: I came in the backside, of the building where my first period is. As soon as I crutched my way to my desk, I heard Emma & Britni storming in laughing. & pointing, at me, of course. I'm still cool, right?



Wish me luck today. & tomorrow. Because I'll have to crutch all around campus ):

Dinosaurs

The TV Show! God, it was a good show. & the baby hitting the dad over the head with every thing. Ah, good times.
I wish it were still on. Emma & I are going to buy all the seasons on DVD & watch them everyday. Serious.

& then

I almost did something stupid, that I know for a fact I would regret. Thanks to the stress & pressure my parents have me under, Jacob & I spoke about breaking up. But it was my stupid thought, for a fraction of a second, because it's such a big deal with my parents & we have all these lame rules because of past shit. Whatever. Honestly, my life would be miserable without you, Jacob. When my parents give me shit, which is like, every 5 seconds, I think of you, or talk to you, & for that moment, everything seems okay. I love you. & I mean it (:

Anyway,

This weekend was nice. Friday after school, I hung out with Andrea, Britni, Emma & her John, haha. We went downtown to F-Futs to an open mic. We saw Garrett's band play, which was the cutest thing of my life. After they were done, Garrett sat next to me & we caught up a little bit. We watched Javarius play the piano & sing some. It was really great. We then went to Piccolo's to eat some pizza. Andrea was gay & couldn't sleep over. My mom came & picked the rest of us up, minus John, & we got home & watched Office Space & read Jacob's book of Larson's comics. Which are all hilarious. The next day, we had a bake sale at Wal-Mart. It was cool yelling at people to buy some cookies. Jacob picked me up & we went to the Safety Fair for free food! hahaha, score :p Saw an old friend & she told me some stuff was going down at church that night, so to go. Then we went to my house & watched RunFatboyRun, which was a sweet movie (:
Thennnn we went to the movies to watch Watchmen! Lolololololol "Who watched the Watchmen?" We do! I thought it would be dumb, since it's about superheros, & we hadn't even read the book or anything, but it was actually really good. Except it was a little too dramatic, but it's all good. Then we went to church, saw everyone I hadn't seen in months, because I stopped going to church. It was like skits & stuff, which was funny. We sat front row, & of course, my laugh always draws attention. Especially when it's very quiet & everyone on stage looks right at me. Cool. On the way outta there, we got stopped by some dumbass policeman, because we weren't paying attention & we were going too slow. My bad, asshole. We got home, eventually.
The next day, I slept till like 1. Which is pretty late for me, because I normally wake up like 9 or something Saturdays. But not Sunday. One time I slept till 3. Anyway, I was going to band practice with Jacob, but some people decided not to show up. Blah, blah, I don't feel like writing anymore. I've got to get to class all the way across campus. Bye.

New phonnnne!

Yes, yes, yes. Friday, I got my new phone in the mail,

and i love emma to fucking death! she is so awsome, and pretty, and nice, and coool, and blonde.

^ & Emma hacked this while I was talking to Andi.

Anyway. Yes! It's a Sidekick 2. & it's so cute. It's not the one everyone else gets fo' free at T-Mobile, I ordered this shit on eBay!

So give me yo numbahhh! (:

Grudges.

I don't think I can ever hold any against pretty much anyone. Especially Jacob. He came over yesterday, & I was just so overwhelmed about him being there, that I forgot all about the issue in the previous blog. Haha, I'm dumb. But we're all good (:
In case anyone was worrying, rofl. Kill you<3

It's true.

Britni hacked my blogger.

& my boyfriend thinks I'm promiscuous to everything with a dick.
Cool, right? He doesn't think it anymore, but he did, indirectly, call me a whore. Several times on MySpace. Of course it wasn't a private message, it was bulletin! & then ON his MySpace. For everyone on his friends list to see. Woooooooo.

That's what I'll do from now on when I'm mad. Post bulletins about my problems. Because it's everyone's business & problem.

Whatever.


Happy 3 months, by the way.

i'm wearing soccer shorts

hahaha
this isn't even renata!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 days

& no blog? Fuck Renata. Which my title reminds me, it takes 4 days to walk the Incan trail :D
Yes. Today is my speech! I'm giving it on Macchu Picchu, Peru. & I'm so, so, so, so nervous. ONLY because it's going to be in front of 40-year old college students. Thanks, middle college.

Anyway. Having no school Friday was alright. Later that night, I went to the movies with my family for once. I guess that's always nice. We saw "Race To Witch Mountain". It was okay. But the best part was the previews! :D
I'm so excited for all of these cute movies to come out. Like "Up" & "Aliens Vs. Monsters", shit like that (:
AND THE HANNAH MONTANA MOVIE. Damn, yes!
Oh wait! I'm dumb. & this movie called "Earth", that comes out on Earth day, go figure. & they follow around whales, polar bears, & elephants around. It looks SO, GOOD. Andrea, we're going to see that by the way. As soon as I saw it I was like 'ANDREA!'.


I'm starving. Help.

I don't think I could ever listen to

Iron & Wine's version of "Such Great Heights" without crying like a baby. His voice is so soft, & soothing, it makes you want to cry. Here I am at my desk in first period, tearing over this song, hahaha. I'm such a lame ass. But it reminds me of Jacob, obviously. & it's just the cutest song ever. I dunno, I'm dumb. Whatever. I love it when he sings it to me<3333

I am running out of words to say to you

Last night was the best night of my life, basically. All of the bands were fantastic. Sweating uncontrollably was cool. Meeting the band members was even cooler. Even though Christofer Drew never comes out after shows anymore. Sigh. BIG SIGH. It was really great though. Being almost alllll the way up front was great. & I have pictures! Of course :D

I took a million videos. I might upload them on youtube or something & put the link on here. If anyone's interested at all, e-mail me, rquino12@gmail.com, so I can e-mail you some. I have videos of each band at least one song. Well, NSN- all of them (:

Carter Hulsey

The Bigger Lights

The Honarary Title

The Scene Asthetic (^ Eric, the coolest guy there :D)

& NeverShoutNever!
(^ They got good pictures, too :D) ^ best picture I've ever taken. Christofer Drew & his uke :DDDD

I had such a great time. Squeaking, laughing, shoving, yelling, singing along, & altogether in complete awe<3

Dress shopping

with Jacob Saturday was great :D
Looking through a million dresses, to find the perfect one for prom. & I finally found it. Gold-bronzy, knee-length, v-neck, cutest one there. I might have pictures later or tomorrow. We're going back today to pick it up, but this time, Andrea, Britni, & Emma are coming to look for theirs! I had to have some of the neck taken in & they were going to steam it. Cooooooooooooooooooooool.

JPS

I think I've loved you since day one. This is the best relationship by far. Every time I'm around you, I completely melt. All I want to do is lay beside you & stare into your eyes & make kissie faces. You mean so much to me. I get anxious when you ring my doorbell & I get weak when I kiss you. Each kiss is so perfect.
We laugh at each other's gay jokes, no matter what. We can say 3 words, & already know what we mean. Our conversations can go on for hours & we'd end up babbling nonsenses. I love it when your with me. I wouldn't have it any other way. You don't even have to get jealous anymore. Over anyone. I want you & only you. You're so amazing, I can't believe I got so lucky. No joke. You know my little dances I do, that make no sense. I mean them, haha. I feel so complete when you're around.
You left my house half an hour ago, & I miss you already. I'm extremely gay. But I'm completely in love with you. I mean it. I think since the day I got that first e-mail, I've felt it, too. I'm just so scared of loving, or even saying the word love. But I definitely feel it. I've lost my mind. & you're to blame<3


P.S.
You can be peanut butter, if you want (:

Kill me.

I think my PMS is kicking in. Because I feel like punching everyone in the face. I don't want to talk to anyone. I just want to sleep, foreeeever. Ssdlfj. Stupid.