This school year

Has gone by sooooo fast, dude. It seems as if it were only yesterday, it was the first day of school & I thought everyone was stuck up & gay. It seems as it were only yesterday Andrea, Britni, & Emma invited me to eat lunch with them for the first time. It seems as if it were only yesterday that we all became great friends. It seems as if it were only yesterday that I first hung out with Jacob. This past year, I have finished "making" myself; who I'll really be for the rest of my life. & the only thing that I will always really stick to is the whole 'give respect recieve respect' policy, that I have recently added. I'm not pretending to be this hard ass anymore. I thought I used to be. & the thing is, I really USED to be. Ever since the middle of this year, I've gained 'girliness'. I cry now. I tell you if something is bothering me. Things hurt me/my feelings. I don't ignore it & say 'fuck it', when something goes wrong anymore. Even though I still do that a lot. I just think that's a bad way to handle something. I CAN say, though, that I'm maturing quite well. Even though my sense of humor will forever be immature :D
I'm Renata, nice to meet you,
Asshole.

;]
& it's only proper for me to remain as vulgar as ever. Duh!

Last fm

Is pretty okay, I guess. Pandora IS better, but it doesn't work well at school, because of too much streaming. Anyway, I typed in Trash Talk, because I pretty much like them now. Pulling Teeth came up, & I remembered Jacob owns one of their band tees, so I checked them out. I don't like them that much. I really, like, really like Trash Talk, though. All I wanna say is, thanks, Jacob. First Iron & Wine, then Trash Talk. Easily moving me up to greater music :D
They're playing Tremont in June.
Okay, done.

I'm

STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

Whatevaaaa

Jacob not having a car, makes me want to kill everyone.

I hope it's fixed soon.

d00d

Everyone posts blogs that actually like, talk about something. & by everyone, I mean Britni, hahahah. Nah, People have good blogs, that are funny, or interesting. Mine are all boring, really. I blog about my weekend, & there might be one or two ACTUAL posts in the whole 93 of them. I don't have adventures. I don't look at life differently, or at all, to be honest. I don't invent juice. I don't get good grades on math tests. I DON'T DO ANYTHING! I wish I could always do all of these things. Well, the juice thing once in a while, too much work :p
& that's my problem. I'm extremely lazy.

I suck, basically.

PROM!

Prom was super awesome. It was me, Jacob, Emma, & John. We went to the walking park to take pictures, where we ran into our whole school, ahah. We went to eat the the Bistro, downtown Lenoir. We got ice cream across the street. Jacob got a flat tire, so we were downtown forever, till my mom came & got us, took us to prom, & left us the car. She's sweet[:
Actually danced a lot :D
Went back to my house & watched Across the Universe. Jacob slept over[:

Pictures! Of course<3

Emma & myself the night before, face-masking :D

Only short dress at the whole prom, only gold dress at the whole prom, we're cool[:

3 blogs in one day? I'm awesome

but not really. What is awesome! Is that, now that I'm certified in my first period, I never have to go in there agaiiiin. I can go tudor some fgts, go to science with Emma, instead of the usual with Andrea & Britni, so mI get to leave early! 12:30[:
thank youuuu un-normal highschool. & this is my last blog about IC3, hahahahahah.