Aggression

I don't know why I feel so aggressive. I just WANT some bitch to get in my face & me just destroy her. & with so much anger, I bet I could. I bet I could.

MINE

This is MY idea, for one of my first tattoos. I've been thinking forever, & I don't want something that everyone think is so simple, or already has, or even has though of. I want it to be meaningful, & I want it to be original. & I finally thought of something. I was looking at feet tattoos yesterday, & I was like 'that is so cute! I want one.' Then they were nice designs & others had words. But then, it hit me. 'The Creation of Adam.' I fell in love with that painting in the 8th grade. So, I was either thinking of getting it on just one foot, maybe even the rest of the bodies, or maybe just a hand on each foot. & the space between the fingers would be at the curve of my feet, when I put them together. I believe in God, it could mean that. But it could also mean epic fail. That God never touched Adam, therefore there never was. However you think or view it, it's symbolical. & it's my idea. My very own. I'm proud. I want it. I cannot wait. Even though it'll hurt like a bitch, I'm ready. But before this, I want a smaller tattoo, somewhere else. I was thinking of the inside of a peace sign somewhere. I really want one on my earlobe. Then I was thinking of a cute little sail boat with stars somewhere. & definitely the outline of the country Peru somewhere, maybe on my upper back. Because I'm fully Peruvian, obv. Moo moo.


& then I just thought! The Creation of Adam tatt can also be on my chest. But then it'd look kinda creepy if I wore a tank or something, & you just saw fingers or something. I dunno. Then I'll get something simple on my feet. But then I was thinking of getting a heart rate/pulse thingy on the left side of my chest. hmmm! who knows.

Andrea is a paint master

Just so everyone knows.

She turned this:

& this:
into this!

INSANE. I look like a giant freak & Jacob looks like a tiny forest elf. Hahahaha. Weirdo with a beard-o ;] Courtesy to Evan Almighty. I painted his face at the rodeo I mentioned in the blog before, btw. He's not that weird, to just randomly walk around the mall like that.

Weekend!

Friday, I hung out with Andrea & Emma. We went down town Hickory & saw Bride Wars! Because that's them, haha. It was really cute, too. Met up with Jacob & his friend Brandon afterwards, & went to IHOP with my parents. Ate some pancakes, & the whole time, it was hysterical. We went into Barnes & Nobles for like, 10 minutes, because they were closing soon. I ran into my used-to-be- bff, Santana. It was nice. I really miss her a lot. They slept over, & we fell asleep on the couch, watching Semi-Pro.

We woke up, I showered, got ready, & went back downstairs to wake the others. Ate cereal, & watched One Missed Call. Stupid, but there was nothing else on, so whatever. Jacob came over, & we left with err'body to the rodeo! Hahah, my first one. It was kinda lame though. I painted a million faces though! I volunteered, & made 4 year old's dreams come true of having a cute ice cream cone painted on their face. Everyone seemed to get sunburned but me ;]

^^^ I painted Jacob's beard-o, & Andi did the Twin Towers, roflll.

& JACOB GOT SUNBURNED AROUUUUND HIS FAKE BEARD, hahahah.

We then went back home, just Jacob & I, & got his car & went to Hickory. We met his mom at Fashion Mart near the mall, where I got my dress. We ordered his vest, because they had the color, but they only made it for little boys, haha! I bought a cute handbag to go with my dress. I was thinking about getting shoes, but since by gooold dress has a silver button, I can wear either gold or silver shoes, & I already have silver shoes. But I'll have to see. & about the jewelery, as well. We then went to the mall. We ate Subway, mmm. Then walked around, went into Charlotte Russe. I bought the cutest dress in the world. & this nice shirt I'm wearing now. Walked around some more, & ran into Lauren & her group of buddies (: It was good seeing her. We ran off like little girls & went into Claire's & took pictures. Then we left, to meet my parents in Longview at a football field to egg hunt. But we got there late, so we played on the swings & slide, forever, until some guy caught in mid-kiss & told us he had to lock the gate. Basically, gtfo! I was extremely embarrassed. I think that if I was with any random boy, I wouldn't care. But since it's a special boy, I was embarrassed because I think it's something private. I dunno, I'm dumb. We met my parents at Barnes & Nobles, got some coffee & the best double chocolate cupcake, EVA! We talked a bunch about philosophy, & I respect that you want to be a lunatic philosophy professor, Jacob (:

Sunday, I honestly did nothing. I sat in bed, in my pajamas forever, watching endless movies on HBO. I got up for like, 20 minutes to go with my mom & grandma to get her perscriptions at CVS & then some $1 sundaes at McDonald's. That's it.

Well, now I'm dumb

Because according to Jacob's myspace status & last blog, he's acting weird & as if something's wrong & bothering him. & I dunno if it's me, or something. Although I don't remember doing anything. I dunno. I'm dumb. I just wish I knew what it was so I can try to fix it.

Whatevs :l

My kissy face is so funny

Accodring to Emma.
I was TRYING to moomoo.
But she says I was trying to kiss her.
Jacob will frown upon this matter. Moo.










Moo moo moo moo, moo moo moo mooooo.

Fuck crutches

FOR REAL. I hate them. I used them for an entire school day. Which was a mistake. Because I have to go to different buildings & they're all a billion miles away. So, today, I said 'fuck you' to the crutches. I'm limping everywhere, going negative 10 miles per second. I'm applying the pressure to most of my heel, & stretching it when I'm sitting down. So I should be fine in a couple of days. Fuck sprains. My entire upper body is sore. It hurts to move. I have bruises under my arms. I went to Andrea's house to get a wheel chair, but she couldn't find it, so she gave me a walker. Which is embarrassing for me to use & make me look like a grandma ):

At least I'm not this little mousy<3